How the Fuck Did I Get Here?

How the Fuck Did I Get Here?

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Giving Up the Facade

Here Lies the Evidence
A story of first love, abandonment, and how tying self-worth to being chosen shaped everything that followed.
Feb 15 • Alisa Sieber
The Lasagna
For the person who became the home they needed before they knew what it would cost them.
Feb 9 • Alisa Sieber
Christmas. A Love Hate Relationship. Part 2.
A decade of holidays spent performing, surviving, and holding it together. Motherhood, marriage, and the quiet unraveling no one saw.
Jan 1 • Alisa Sieber
The Water at Fly Ranch
I learned my body knew how to surface. I didn't know yet that floating alone was only half the work.
Oct 9, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
I Did Something Bad
A visceral autofiction prologue about the American Dream, desire, self-betrayal, and the moment before everything finally breaks open.
Aug 5, 2021 • Alisa Sieber
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