How the Fuck Did I Get Here?

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Christmas. A Love Hate Relationship. Part 1.
A childhood moment shattered Christmas for me. This essay traces innocence lost, generational trauma, and how motherhood forced me to rebuild meaning…
Dec 29, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
The Intimacy Paradox
I sang my truth to a room full of people in our newly built dome, but being witnessed by the one person who knows me best still feels impossible.
Oct 28, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
Don't Leave Me High and Dry
A visceral postpartum autofiction chapter exploring motherhood, trauma, and survival through lived experience, memory, and music.
Jan 6, 2019 • Alisa Sieber
Fifteen and Already Burned Out
Growing up in a volatile home can wire stress as baseline. A reflection on emotional regulation, attachment intensity, and breaking generational cycles.
Feb 3, 2003 • Alisa Sieber
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