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The Loop Begins Here

A journal at fifteen, on repetition, self-editing, and the moment love started to feel like adjustment.

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I Was in Hell While Living a Fairytale

Over flat wine from France, I could finally be honest with my husband about the fairytale life I'd been performing. About the castle where I felt…

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The Water at Fly Ranch

I learned my body knew how to surface. I didn't know yet that floating alone was only half the work.

Oct 9, 2025 • Alisa Sieber

I Built Myself to Be Wanted

What happens when desirability becomes your survival strategy.

Feb 24, 2003 • Alisa Sieber

I'm Sick, I'm Tired, and I Didn't Do That

An excerpt written at fourteen, tracing the moment guilt took root and silence became safer than being misunderstood inside family conflict and…

Jan 29, 2002 • Alisa Sieber

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