How the Fuck Did I Get Here?

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Moving Them to Tears
This is the original story I wrote as a teenager, shared without edits. What lives between the lines took decades to understand. A meditation on…
Jan 24 • Alisa Sieber
I Was in Hell While Living a Fairytale
Over flat wine from France, I could finally be honest with my husband about the fairytale life I'd been performing. About the castle where I felt…
Nov 1, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
The Water at Fly Ranch
I learned my body knew how to surface. I didn't know yet that floating alone was only half the work.
Oct 9, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
I Did Something Bad
A visceral autofiction prologue about the American Dream, desire, self-betrayal, and the moment before everything finally breaks open.
Aug 5, 2021 • Alisa Sieber
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