How the Fuck Did I Get Here?

How the Fuck Did I Get Here?

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The Anniversary I Finally Told the Truth
A marriage built on a lie. A wedding performed for the audience. What happens when the truth finally has somewhere to land.
Mar 10 • Alisa Sieber
This Is Not Where the Story Starts
An origin story about survival, performance, motherhood, and memory. A memoir-in-progress tracing how truth, trauma, and identity collide.
Jan 5 • Alisa Sieber
The 3D Printed Rose
A mother reflects on presence, restraint, and hope while making art with her daughter, searching for a lost kitten, and learning when staying matters…
Jan 3 • Alisa Sieber
Christmas. A Love Hate Relationship. Part 3.
Christmas Future — The Gift of No Chaos
Jan 2 • Alisa Sieber
I Was in Hell While Living a Fairytale
Over flat wine from France, I could finally be honest with my husband about the fairytale life I'd been performing. About the castle where I felt…
Nov 1, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
The Intimacy Paradox
I sang my truth to a room full of people in our newly built dome, but being witnessed by the one person who knows me best still feels impossible.
Oct 28, 2025 • Alisa Sieber
I Did Something Bad
A visceral autofiction prologue about the American Dream, desire, self-betrayal, and the moment before everything finally breaks open.
Aug 5, 2021 • Alisa Sieber
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